Just makes me wonder.

So.... I know it was just a stupid message. I know it probably means nothing and it wasn't meant personally. But, it still hurts for some reason. And then, seeing so many people around me that are so happy... I am so happy for them, but I can't help but wish I had it, too. I wish I didn't have to work at 8am... that way I could lay in bed all day. Maybe cry a bit. Cuddle with Figaro. Just stay covered in my warm blankets, away from all the stupid things that make me sad and make me think, "What if..."....