Is this a test...?

... or just a cruel joke?

Today was a good day.

But then...

I mean, I know I shouldn't even be worrying about it. I'm probably making it a bigger deal than it really is. But, you know, it's just gonna be really hard for me. Just the thought of it makes me uncomfortable and I'm not sure how I will handle it. I just don't think it will be the same. But maybe this is God's way of showing me something I need to work on. Maybe He is trying to teach me through this. I can't promise that I will pass the test 100%... but I will try to try.

And I didn't get the job at the library that I applied for. They found someone else that better qualifies based on their needs for now. So basically, they didnt like my availability. Even though I was available for the times they specifically said they needed someone for. Whatever. I was just really looking forward to getting a second job for a little while. I could really use the extra income. So, yeah, I'd say I'm just a wee bit disappointed.

*siiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

Still, who am I to complain? These things are so minute in comparison to issues that other people are having. I'm done acting like my issues are of great importance.